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September 26th, 2005 (03:28 pm)
current song: NIN

In Composition, we made a list of 100 anythings about ourselves.

1 hazel eyes - turn green when irritated
2 in love
3 like to read
4 miss my cat
5 kinda skinny
6 aspiring photographer
7 aspiring Taoist
8 gonna move to Hawai'i
9 wearing a white leaf
10 fav. colours are green & white
11 afraid of cancer! FIGHT CANCER!!
12 gonna see me love to-day
13 roommate of Ariel Dingus
14 had chai for breakfast
15 I am hungry!
16 love to read
17 want to learn to play the quina (Andean flute)
18 and lute
19 and harmonica
20 and to sing
21 currently attempting to read an old library book on singing
22 fascinated by the thought that I'm the first one to check that out in 10 years
23 want 2 savannah cats (new legal breed the size of collies)
24 love analog clocks
25 adore little machines like watches and music boxes
26 want to be a modern-day minstrel
27 adore the Renaissance
28 Joan d'Arc is my idol!
29 or maybe Daenerys from the BEST FANTASY BOOKS EVER!
30 learning Japanese
31 dying for more time to develop myself
32 have over 20 books i need/want to read
33 don't believe in marriage
34 went to the Virgin Islands once
35 have multicolored hair
36 love the smell of old books
37 & magnolias
38 & hazelnut extract
39 gonna hike the Appalachian trail

Now she stopped us and read some aloud and explained that we should be specific and focus on our life.

40 i love Winter
41 i believe seasons should be capitalized
42 my older brother is afraid of the dark
43 i used to have a friend who pretended she had multiple personalities
44 i went to Otakon last month
45 my grandmother lives in a brick house in the country
46 i went to Japan 11th grade Summer
47 i'm trying to learn to bellydance
48 i hate my mother
49 my brother raised me more than my parents did
50 i've moved 4 times
51 i used to have a tabby kitty named Alice after the books
52 i love the Oz books
53 & Hans Christien-Anderson
54 one of my best friends lives in Canada
55 another, in CA
56 woodsmoke is a wonderful scent
57 my best friend is a Wiccan
58 i think Wicca is bunk
59 i saw a boy riding his bike in the mountains, looking mad--his mouth was taped shut
60 i'm trying to forge a better form of government
61 the problem with all governments is: they assume the people are stupid (even ours)
62 i make 75% more friends when I smile at everyone
63 my favorite film is Unleashed
64 i'm in choir & an alto
65 i write songs randomly
66 i call the moon Luna
67 my dentist looks like Mario
68 i was blissful when i first saw the VIC library
69 i wish there were still huge forests with wolves and panthers
70 i'm highly attracted to the unique and strange
71 i want to learn to tightrope-walk
72 i love the ocean
73 i'm deathly afraid of the deep ocean
74 i think that whales are the wisest and most wondrous creatures on Earth
75 i like to fish
76 i don't fish because i think it's cruel
77 i loved smoking when i tried it
78 i don't smoke because i'm not a fool
79 i'm mildly claustrophobic
80 i'm already pulling the wool over Mrs. Creasey's eyes (she noted this about something i said)
81 i like push pops
82 peaches are my favorite food
83 i'm trying to be vegan, then raw
84 i want some herb & etc. pots on my windowsill
85 i don't truck with drugs
86 i love Ireland
87 my favorite musician is Nick Drake
88 i used to be shy & antisocial
89 my dad's an electrician
90 i don't like the word boyfriend cuz it devalues Love at its most beautiful
91 i hate it when people use "there's" with a plural
92 my brother was once a Satanist
93 i have a half-sister named Dana
94 my stepmom's naming her second daughter after my suggestion: Jillian
95 intelligent guys nearly always fall in love with me
96 it makes me sad
97 my dad's an Aikido sensei & is taking kendo
98 i love old houses

Somewhere along the line, I missed two...

Anyways, a lot of this gets down to the core of me, right? Animal-loving. All of that jazz. I think I've done a pretty good job over the past year or so making people associate peaches with me.
"And if you look at your reflection, is that all you want to be?"
No.
And I'm not a cliche, and I am starting to be irked by my tendancy to repeat and imply and strengthen certain of my traits.

I think it's time for a healthy reversion: no more telling people all about me. I want to the back-when, where I knew exactly what anyone's feelings were by looking at their face.
This comes from a lack of focus on the self.

...I considered this more like a story or poem but now it's kinda an entry. O well.